没有了你，我的世界就不完美 。

UPDATEUPDATE . didn't attend school today . resting at home hehe . fucked up life i have now . i dont even know what on my mind . no one understand me like seriously . i just want to be happy for 1 day also difficult -.- relationship problem , school problem . wtf , can the problem just faster solve it and go away . can't sleep well & eat well . no appetite at all zz . screw my life . kbyebye .

you've already let go.

Day 5 - im waiting for you still.

im trying to forget you. forget the memories. but, i cant do it. you're still all over my mind. im still loving you and missing you everyday. but, i you dont. you seems happy without me anymore. sending you long text everyday without fail. & all i receive from you was only a cold reply. i hate this feeling. i hate the now you. you just left me hanging on. memories flashed back every time and all i can do is to fake a smile. guess i have to smile and wait for you to be back. imissyoutwentyfifth's.

I will never forget the old you.

Day 1 - i'm waiting for you.

you left my life, my world. our love story just end like this. you didn't hear my explanation. you left me once before. and this is the second time. and this time round, i know you wont be mine anymore. 2month 12days memories, i can't forget them in a short period of time. but, i don't intend to forget it. i'm remembering them and waiting for you to be back. walking down this road alone. without you beside me. i don't feel any love and care from you anymore. i miss every moment when i'm with you. i want to heart2heart talk with you again. i don't know what's on your mind at all. seriously. after i wake up, i received a break up message from you. forget it, iloveyou. that's all.

Two sided-face.

Keep on forgetting to blog >< ahhhh, boring monday. Rotting at home today, fb-ing, youtube-ing & blog-ging all the way (Y) Alot of things happen so suddenly. I guess, i can only trust my boyfriend, mom, dad & sister. No one else more. friends? what are friends for? backstab? being two sided-face? or what? i only know that friends will always be there for you when you need them. lending their should when you're crying. wiping your tears away & cheering you up when you're sad. but me? my friend are all gone for good. leaving me one by one. maybe its karma? i guess i have to be alone. their laughter are all gone too. i must be strong right now. Hmmm, so buhbye :)